Hemorrhage

they're in the woods
they're in the cliff
they're in the beach
in the skies
they're hiding in the clouds.

they're in the smoke
flickering everytime you puff
they're in the bottles
when you start to drink it up.

they're in the song
that you tried to sing
they're in the sheets
when we burrow down to sleep.

they are in your eyes
when they're looking at me
they are in your eyes
when they're staring at me.

and you'll take me there with you
and you will hide me there with you.

the boat docked past 11am, saturday. as soon as i arrived to the pier, i rushed to ax's place and asked for his number, hihi. good thing's my brother fetched me so i dont have to pay for the ride. i dont have to feel ashame asking for his number again. after all, we were old buddies way back in college. ;-p

i was standing by his door, calling his name. i can tell he just got up naked from his bed sleeping. i can see how he pulled that pants and shirt as he opened the door. yep, there was no girlfriend. heh.

then we got drunk that night. i cant forget it.

12 years ago, we were 17s. goddamn, that was sooo long ago. but i feel those years. just like we were 17s. :-(

ive a new phone and number now. tomorrow im going home. i wanted to text him but i lost his number and no one i know knows his number. i dont want to sound so giddy about seeing him again. i dont want to just go to his house without me texting him first. what if he has a girlfriend? what if she's there? what will i do? should i just ask for his number and go away?

*sigh*

 lonely, lonely rainy night..