my-world-beyond

well

i think i've started a blog with the phrase 'well' before but who's counting

things that have changed over the last few weeks

i have less money in the bank,

i aced my module tests to such a degree the final exam was only needed to ferther my grade to other hights,

another flat mate threw in the towel,

i pulled the handle off my window and fixed it myself thrus escaping the repair bill

i gots tickets to see wolfmother in march,

i got freshers flu again due to new germs from norwich,

the uni threatend to send around balifs if i did'nt pay my halls fees (this was due to the bouncing of my cheque in september and them not telling me),

and a guy i knew from scouts was killed in afganistan

thomas curry of wansted east london was killed in action on the 13th of january while serving with the 42 command royal marines in helmand province

me and my brother had a drink with him the last weekend of his last leave. i know that he was a good friend of the donovans as he did the three peaks with michals dad and brother. they were at his passing out

he was my friend

he rememberd me from scouts, i was his seconder

when you watch the news and you see some names get read out and a few pics get shown you think nothing just another blok

when the picture on the telly is someone you know, when the name rings a bell

you get a lump in your thoat, you remember their voice, things they said to you

i remembered going on sixers and seconders camp with him, we won the canoe relay race

you think something

is that all they have to say

just two dead

not a word for their family

you go quiet

you stop to let the memories form

you laugth

i hearly cryed

he's not another blok on the six o clock news

he's tom curry

he was my friend

new year new time new day new night new air new earth new light new fire

old me

old me - in an old flat

old flat - prison of old me

old me - left in old flat to let new me have a walk

you may think this is about as constructive as trying to convert a johovas whitness to islam by knocking on their door at quater past eight on a saterday morning

i beg to differ

think of a really good reason and write on a post it note and stick it to the screen here>>

1st new rule of new me

never apologize never explain 

the only explanation i need to give is why your questioning my words or actions

2nd new rule of new me

more live music

there are many live places of music in derby i intend to see muchly

other than that there are some lose ends

lose some weight, do good in your course, p3wn at archery,

ohhh there is a selection going down for the busa archery champs

this means that i'll get to go off some ware and get my arse kicked by imperial collage (who dress up as storm troopers so i've heard) or york (i don't think they dress up or any thing)

i guess i'll have to dig up my old jedi archer t-shirt and see if it still fits me

till next time

this has been the world beyond

this has been the world beyond

this has been the world beyond

this is my world beyond

don't walk on the grass

use the litter bins provided

how get out