Clockwork

She is a sinner

She is a saint

But no ones really knows her

She tried to hide everything

From happiness to sadness

Tryiny to cover-up her good side

So she won't be judged

Won't be told what's right and what's not

Wrong is not a word she knows

 

Seldom are the people

That can understand

Such personality

 

I wish I would just tear from behind the womb from beneath me

Remove those emotions that are hiding away in the armour that blinds me from who I really am... being constantly pushed to show nothing about emotions leads you to finally give up, erasing what they might feel like in your own skin.

Laughing from whenever you thought it was over, looking over your shoulder only to see me crumbling in tears, just a shadow of nothingness.. I'm just here, after all, to fill out your loneliness.

 

Reborn from pain

Trying to be myself, again, before everything.. no, it's impossible.. I have to rebuild myself entirely, because everything was destroyed with no pity...

Blocking away the thoughts.. the emotions.. trying to forget. ..