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How capable are you of making yourself happy? (No innuendo folks, please..)
Seriously - I stopped to think about it the other day and realised how mostly I rely on my friends and my family etc. If I was on my own and wholly responsible for myself - then.. it'd be different. I think this is all sparked by my recent birthady making me think about everything in a slightly pretentious way.. But - nothing's going to change unless I make it. Nobody's going to tell me what to do, where to go. I have to decide. I think I had a romantic vision when I was younger (too many of the wrong books and films) that I'd meet some guy and travel the world with him. But - why don't I decide to travel the world off my own bat?
I'm very good at saying NO if I don't want to. But on the opposite end of the scale I'm sometimes bad at coming up wtih ideas. I will fritter a weekend reading and sleeping and unless I really think about it, won't summon up the oomph to go and do something by myself. That's bad.
bleurgh, This is the worst sort of self-indulgent outpouring - apologies. But anyway. There it is.
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You should never be in a position where you rely on someone else to make you happy - not only does it put tremendous pressure on them, but also, you will ultimately end up feeling constantly disappointed. Whether that's for friends or a boyfriend.
Making yourself happy is the most important thing in the world - call it selfish, but I don't care.
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0 Star(s) awarded I have no idea. I've never been on my own and I've never had to find out. I don't think I could if I had to. I too would depend more upon my friends and family. I'm sure if you go for it you won't regret it, though. Book some travelling - you wouldn't be the first to travel alone.
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Which way round the World are you planning... USA-AUS-JAP-THAI-RUS or t'ther way?
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