Hemorrhage

he only notices me when nobody's around noticing us.

pffftt...
 

Happy 30th birthday, old man.
Tue 12:47am
27-May-08

31st little girl.
Tue 9:16am
27-May-08

ive already posted this on multiply but i want to answer it again. of course, my answers are different now. ;-p

Love: is when im starting to care.
Sex: is disgusting after doing it with the person you dont really like.
Death: i dont want it in an unexpected time. who does.
War: peace comes after war
Cute: there's a new guy.. he's cute. hihi
Ugly: we all know who are ugly.
Sexy: him.. the cute guy.
Annoying: thoughts of him.
Bath Tub: unfortunately, i dont have one in my bathroom.
Sun: i only like sun when im under a shade.
Car: i wish i had one.
Grandpa: they're all dead.
Grandma: very old
Father: passive.
Mother: i still have those love-hate feelings about her.
Music: my Killswitch Engage playlist
Tomorrow: will buy boat ticket.
Now: zero. colorless. uninspired.
Tonight: sleep and dream a nice dream.

oh well, goodnight! may flight of devils bring me to my rest...

it's been four years since he passed away. and here comes his successor. my father's elder sister. the bitch herself. i dont know why she just cant let go of all the land titles that grandpa left. my other aunt wants to have her share so she can make use of it. and i think their elder sister isnt even working on it. question: when? ive seen the same scene last year.

liar. selfish. inconsiderate. im beginning to hate her too.

it's depressing.
it's been raining for two days now.
the night air is cold.
rain prickling through my windows.
the bed is almost freezing.
it gets too lonely tonight.

wihthout you..

damn.

dont you ever cry when you get drunk.

i didnt know.
that you were crying for me.

if only i knew then.