Hemorrhage

tomorrow's my birthday. i'll turn 29. huh?? me?? 29?? i cant believe how years pass by so quickly! and im still not happy! and for those who will wish me a happy birthday, fuck you, thank you, anyway. i cannot feed you guys because im broke.

i bought a round trip ticket today at the pier. no work on friday, ill go home in the morning.

i dont like cebu.

 at the mo, i just like to go home and make a room so i could just lie there all day with music of my choice. and hopefully get a sleep and wake up the next non-working holidays.

it is better to just shut up than telling people your secrets or other things that do not concern them. nobody really care about how you feel especially that they know you are stubborn.

good thing there are blogs. :-)

i miss my 20six blogs. im glad that i can still log in to my 20six blogs. but i cant see the overview of my other blog. i think it will be forever doomed into oblivion. ive been a 20sixer since 2004. now, i cant go back and blog there. i lost a few nice friends there. it is sad.

i went home for my longest vacation ever that hadnt happened for how many years now. nothing much to do since i got here. the usul things happened, drink and get drunk. tomorrow ill be going to Panglao Island with a few friends. cant wait to feel my toes in the white sand beach. sunshine on my face. and that beautiful 1 galon of bahalina.

some people are not easy to have anymore. there are times i miss those companionships and i realized they werent that easy that i thought it to be.

lately, i fear riding a motorcycle and jeepney. must be the numerous accidents that had happened just outside of our house that made me that kind of fear. tsk.