Hemorrhage

file transfers... personal files.. work files.. mp3 files..

i have a lot of mp3's on this pc! 50GB in all excluding the videos. i just flushed them down the drain, i hope i didnt miss any of them. im quite excited about the new office in mabolo. there's a billiard table, and a big pantry. :D

ill be damned if i'll say i will not miss these goddamn people here in keppel. but i needed change also and it comes with timing and it's okay with me.

i think i will be leaving this week. i just know now that i will be included in the office transfer. great but surprising! good start for something else.

especially that you dont know how on earth you are included in that meeting when you dont know what they are talking about. i probably have another future task. i wasnt informed very well by the project manager, which she also says, she dont have it yet on her management. DUH! i hope they will not include me in one of those meetings, if i'll be then it will be my third time having no idea what they are talking about. are they sure they have the right person? i just cant ask the boss.

• sweets
• beer
• carbohydrates (grrrrr...)
• some guys esp. the ones i already met

my front tooth is aching for almost a week now.

the crowd always makes me sick. they make me feel lonely.
i wished i was just alone with you.
wasting time away...
taking my breath away....
my home will be in your arms...
in your arms i will be safe.