Hemorrhage

but even if i dont, most of those hazy dreams ive had with dani are mere hints and traces. if i dreamt of him last night, he's most of the times thinking of texting and wanted to see me. that's when i know he wanted to see me.

yesterday was a very bad day. the last sound i heard was a message tone from the yahoo messenger which tells me that i have signed in to my mobile device. i wasnt even aware if i had put it in my pocket or not, or if i left it here on my desk. i totally forgot how and why and when!! oh my Nokia 6610i! my dear 2 year-old phone is now gone!

mamatay pa unta ang kawatan!!

i went home for the holy week and stayed there for almost 5 days. i couldnt take staying too long there anymore. 3 days is too much for me already. i miss them but i dont know why this kind of feeling that you want to stay away when you wanted to and just be alone again. yes i sure do want to visit them sometimes but not all the time, even not living with them anymore. kinda sad though. but it makes me feel okay when im away. my mother's suffocating me.  

like Handuraw.

i was there the last time i lost my temper to a friend. she was inviting us there for her 'despidida' and then she was late for 2 fucking hours! if it werent for my 3 other friends, i could have just disappeared in no time without their knowing! for sure there is a good tastin' pizza, and live local bands which most of them are uninterestingly boring. i dont know what else is there. food and drinks are expensive to an average customer like me. there are a lot of annoying people there too. when you'll see me there one night, im sure its not my will and that im being dragged by the majority. but i prefer some quiet place.

like on a hill, on a cliff, or on a beach.