Hemorrhage

i wrote a wish on a small piece of paper just this morning and burnt it to send it forward.

just a simple wish. =)

what happened to the resolution? i was swearing to myself last month that i would just drink beer on weekends! now i started to ruin it. this week, i will have like 3 nights of beer, including topnight. and i know on friday i will get lots of beer. so it will be like i will be having lots of beer this weekend! =(

my 160 situps this morning's not going to work! damn you, anna! i will condemn you!

and so, i made some blog entries here private because i dont want to read them when im not logged.

i got another labret last saturday.

i am bored. i am tired. i wish i could take a week off. and bore myself with boredom.

go to the beach (forest) in panglao, and get drunk, and prob'ly cry if i wanted to. be that pathetic little girl that im.

you cause me hangovers when i wake up late. i am tired of thinking of you. you are soooo annoying. i am tired of daydreaming and picture you in my mind.  i wish i didnt know you. i wish youre dead. =p

feck you, you, beautiful bastard.

all of a sudden, i dunno why this fuckedup feeling. there should be a definite reason. or am i just being paranoid again. i feel so small. i feel so weak.

and why do i bother reading other people's YM status? feckit..

in the office right now. looking for antacids. i just came from a beer driking session with a few friends. but left them becos i got an upset stomach and i felt sleepy. but when i got here, i am not anymore. im having a nice time listening to old Nirvana songs from the other cubicle.

time's quarter to 4am, six hours from now, there will be a mardigras. ive been living here in cebu for almost 5 years now, and havent witnessed the said event becos in the first place, i am not intrested. i dont like to squeeze in with the crowd. i dont like crowded places. i do like to take sum pics though. but i dont know. it would be my pleasure just staying in my room sleeping. cover my windows with blankets later, so it will be dark the whole day.

one thing that is not present in the keppel building is something that Xlibris have --- COMFORT ROOM. According to dictionary.com, comfort means to soothe, console, or reassure.

when i feel like crying, im supposed to go to that kind of place.