STOP!

dani visited me last munday night after office. i dont know what was it for exactly. i didnt asked. he didnt spoke about anything about us anymore. i was just happy to have met him again becos, for goddamn's sake, i missed having him near. i am very disappointed with him but doenst matter anymore now. we're friends. and i think i dont like him anymore as a boyfriend, had enough. we'll just stay friends, maybe for awhile. who knows? but right now? no, thanks.

his gf, (she said i can have him already, wtf, hellewww???)we texted each other this morning, and that she said she's coming here and we should have a beer, the three of us fucktards. threesome. and we can go home together this xmas. sweet... nice idea... i should not say no... this is fun. and now i was told awhile ago that i can have dani (i told her a month ago that if she liked which was obvious, she can have him, hey, that's my line, get original for once). becos she said she have a lot of guys who are into her intrests. i just dont like guys who only listen to music, i dig players! and who gives a fuck, christine??? i can smell bitterness through your text messages. i can see your pathetic face through the LCD, crying and probly wanted to kill me for letting me make you jealous. i am happy you feel that way. you should feel more pain the way i did.

i have been told soooo many times by some of my officemates that i was soooo wasted at the party. of course i was drunk. i devoured lots of beers and lots of tequilas. and you? i didnt see you drinking, so i can tell the difference. i dont give a flying fuck i was drunk, but wasted? no ma'ams, no sirs. if i was then i would have swam in my own pool of vomit (or maybe yours) and my stars go whizzing across my booze-addled field of  blurry vision. i would have shag anybody, i would have pissed on the floor, or even dance naked. but i didnt do such horrible things. i did had fun raising some skirts, asking some stubs, although i forgot who did a huge writing on my left arm.

getting drunk at parties is almost the law. if you want to have fun. and besides i dont have a nice image to protect. becos i dont care about people anymore.

depends.